Go on and try to tear me down

Sometimes I don't wanna be strong anymore, people think that I am strong enough to face my fears, hurt, anger, downfalls and failures. They think I don't need someone to lean on. But I am not superwoman, I do get hurt, I do breakdown, there are times that I just wanna isolate myself so that no one will see me crying, sad or lonely and breaking into pieces. I know it's too much to grieve, while in the first place I made my choice. I do wanna shout, scream as I can in a place that only me, comforting myself alone.

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One Last Cry

I don't know why I am crying right now, I am hurting kahit di naman dapat, I get jealous even I don't have the right and I hate it. I don't know, I just want to move on with my life. Things aren't the same anymore and I hope this feelings also..I'm sad, so sad. I know this feeling will just pass. I just miss the feelings, the memories and not the person. Oh Lord, please help me get rid of this feelings. I'm hurt, so much hurt. I don't know what to do. Help me please.

God made them all

It's so funny to think how board exams make students or board exam takers closed to God, to church or to their religion. Well I guess, based on my experience, prayer is a very powerful tool in passing the exam, in solving and facing the problem and even wishing for what you want and what you need. When you pray you always get an answer. It may be NO, YES, and NOT NOW. As what one of our reviewer said "Being intelligent is good, having the right attitude is better, but having divine intervention is the best."

Really, divine intervention is the best. Because in everyday life it is not you who control what will happen next. It is God's move everyday, everytime--everyhour, everyminute, and everysecond. Yes, we are the one making our own destiny, and I agree with that, but for me before we made our own destiny God already published the story of our life and as he reads it, our life's story is rolling and he is just watching us.

Don't you ever wonder that whenever problems arise it has a great timing? we may not be aware that God gave us additional characters in our life to play as a support person and to help us solve our problems. Maybe in one way or another we are not aware of that, but whatever happens in our life God has a great plan. It may not be good as we first saw or feel it, but as  time goes by you can say that "God is just so good".

I believe that when I encounter problems it may be big or small. God is just teaching me a lesson or he wants me to realize something, he wants to mold my personality, he wants me to be strong not only for myself but also to the people who loves me and cares for me.

Hanging Feeling

A day when I met u

made my dreams come true

I didn't mean to love you

but your sincerity and being nice

made this feelings of me to you.

That was just a month ago

and this feelings of me won't go

I don't know what to do

because I love the way you do

Maybe you found the one to marry

and I think I don't need to worry

because I know you love each other faithfully

and my only wish is to see you happy

I know this feelings would have to end

to make this feelings have to mend

since these will just leave me hanging

to keep myself dreaming for nothing

So long my inspiration

thank you for ruling my direction,

to control this admiration,

I have to have my own concentration.

Regrets?

Have you ever tried remembering the things happened in the past? and unconsiously saying that you wish to have them again? We all know everything in this world has its end, even us humans has its end. But in life, in our unpredictable life, we should know that everything happens for a reason. We may have gained and lost someone but the most important thing is we learned from them, we learned to love and appreciate ourselves and others a little bit more. We wish to be forever with that someone but the time says "it's over". If I could just bring back time and change the way I live it, maybe today I am much happier.

Having "regret" is really a part of every experience, experiences that made us the person who we are right now. An experience that molded us as a strong, understanding, loving and competetive individual.

We all have regrets in our life. Regrets in not doing good in school, regrets of not foreseeing life in the future, regrets of letting go of a relationship that means so much, regrets of not showing our love and gratitude to our love ones who passed away, regrets for not grabbing the opportunity at work, at school or even at public, regrets of doing things against your life's principle and regrets of not allowing someone or anyone to enter in your roller coaster life.

We have different plans in life, different dreams that we want to achieve. Sometimes we work hard for it, we do anything and everything just to have it. But then again, everything happens for a reason, things don't happen the way we planned it because things happen the way how GOD planned it.