Since I was a child, my parents wanted me to be independent and to decide for myself. I can say decision making is one of my "kalbaryo sa buhay" it's so hard for me to decide in some situations even in small things like in what color of dress, sandals, what kind of jeans to buy and to wear I always seek for the opinion of my mom and sometimes if I asked my mom or my sister they always scolded me, they always told me that I am old enough and it is not their responsibility anymore and I should decide for myself.
Now that I am already a registered nurse, still it's quite hard for me to have my decision in so many aspects or many situations because I'm afraid of being a failure, having a downfall, or making a wrong decisions. But I guess being a failure, having a downfall or making wrong decision doesn't make you a nonsense or useless individual. Things like this molded you to be better, to do things right and experienced the reality of life.
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