Reality

Things that made you realize that I LIKE the Guy

1. When I call you "KUYA". Kuya in a way na "kuya kunwari" haha..wala lang for me it's comfortable di siya nakakailang..:)

2. If I cracked jokes when I'm talking to you..kasi normally if I like the guy whom I'm talking to..I really trying my best to give him the reason to smile. But unfortunately lumalabas na corny ang mga jokes ko. haha so it's useless.

3. When I see you in public places such as Malls, I would not be able to make you pansin and say a little "HI/HELLO". Umiiwas talaga ako, lalo na if I'm not comfortable with what I am wearing. The truth is/normally I can't really look straight to the face of someone whom I like most..personally but in pictures?hahahaha..face to face ang drama te! :)

4. Magtataka ka nalang ba't ako umiiwas sa landas na magkakasalubong tayo.

5. I f we are in a group and pansin na pansin ang aking katahimikan, ibig sabihin nyan one of the them is my type. Pero may ibang ibig sabihin pa ng aking pananahimik,------> natatae ako, nagugutom, nabobored, inaantok, pagod and many more..:)

6. Usually if that someone asked a little favor, little lang naman yung makaya ng aking powers, I try my best to do that little favor of HIM.

7. I easily got irritated pag siya na ang umiirita or nambubully sa akin. haha. ewan ko ba, I'm so sensitive pagdating sa kanya.

8. Worse-----> kapag siya di nagpaparamdam, nagpapapansin sa akin....automatic deleted siya sa phonebook ko, sa list of friends and sa heart kong O.A..haha..but not applicable sa lahat ng CRUSH ko..sa mga taong pili lang..haha



TO BE CONTINUED...

Friendly lang..:)

Sometimes I don't wanna be good anymore and be nice to everybody because when I do so I always end up getting hurt, misinterpreted and judged. For instance to those people whom I don't really now or not yet that close but still wants  to be friends with me. I do talk with them, be friends with them but not to the point that I talked to them because I do like them. NO! really NO! sometimes friendly lang talaga ako..hehe..

How Can You Say That I Totally Moved On?

Facebook setting
1. I will be able to view his profile and scan his Pictures with his new GF without hurting.
2. I will be able to comment in a friends status wherein he also commented.
3. I will be able to talk to him using a friends status.
4. I will be able to make fun of him and throw stupid jokes.
5. I will be able to add HIM and his GIRL in my account.
6. If I'm not talking about love in my status'.
7. If I don't like posts of my friends or posts on my own wall things related to our relationship in the past.

True to life setting
1. I will be able to talk to him personally.
2. I f accidentally we've crossed our ways I will be able to give him a smile.
3. If I will be able to share my past experiences with him to others.
4. If I would not cry no more if I remember the memories we have.
5. I will just laugh on things that I have done after I broke up with him.
6. If I will be able to appreciate and got attracted to some other guys not HIM.
7. If he's not entering in my mind everyday.

Deal with it. Accept it. Learn to let go. And move on. :) Life goes on. Just keep on smiling. :)

to be continued.........

I Love the Lord

 I Love The Lord Lyrics

[REFRAIN:]
I love the Lord, He is filled with compassion.
He turned to me on the day that I called.
From the snares of the dark, O, Lord, save my life,
Be my strength.

Gracious is the Lord, and just.
Our God is mercy, rest to the weary.
Return my soul to the Lord our God who bids tears away.
I love the Lord. (REFRAIN)

How can I repay the Lord for all the goodness He has shown me?
I will raise the cup of salvation and call on His name.
I love the Lord. (REFRAIN)

I shall live my vows to You before Your people,
I am Your servant.
I will offer You my sacrifice of praise and of pray'r.
I love the Lord. (REFRAIN)

From the snares of the dark, O, Lord, save my life,
Be my strength.

From the snares of the dark, O, Lord, save my life,
Be my strength…

All I Want Is You Today

Some things never change 
Some things will remain 
And I always hope and pray 
That I could change that day 
And maybe find a way 
To make you come to me and stay ... 

Chorus: 
Yesterday doesn`t matter 
Tommorow we may not ever know 
So listen to me now 
As I try to say 
That all I want is you today ... 

If you only knew 
What you put me through 
You might not have gone away 
Have you ever felt 
Even for a while 
Something`s missin` in your life ... 
(Repeat Chorus) 

All I want is you today 
If you don`t need me anymore 
Don`t say it 
If you don`t love me anymore 
Don`t show it 
Because this life I have is yours 
So maybe you could try not to love me again ... 

Chorus 2: 
Yesterday doesn`t matter 
Tommorow I just might be gone 
So listen to me now 
As I try to say 
That all I want is you today ... All I want is you today ...

I wanna be independent!

Since I was a child, my parents wanted me to be independent and to decide for myself. I can say decision making is one of my "kalbaryo sa buhay" it's so hard for me to decide in some situations even in small things  like in what color of dress, sandals, what kind of jeans to buy and to wear I always seek for the opinion of my mom and sometimes if I asked my mom or my sister they always scolded me, they always told me that I am old enough and it is not their responsibility anymore and I should decide for myself.

Now that I am already a registered nurse, still it's quite hard for me to have my decision in so many aspects or many situations because I'm afraid of being a failure, having a downfall, or making a wrong decisions. But I guess being a failure, having a downfall or making wrong decision doesn't make you a nonsense or useless individual. Things like this molded you to be better, to do things right and experienced the reality of life.